Sooo.. I have had this friend for 3 years now, and we've always got along. 2 years ago, he started teasing me at school, and I started liking him.
When we first were alone, I pushed really far (if you know what I mean) to see his reaction but eventually stopped because I thought it was too soon. However, he didn't say nor do anything. From then on, I always tried to hug, kiss (cheek kiss) him and he never stopped me. This brings us to now. I really want to be his boyfriend, but unfortunately he doesn't want me to really kiss him. When I directly asked him if he was gay, he said "Erm.. noo.." but that doesn't make sense to me. He literally lets me hug and touch him as I want :\
I'm so confused :(
(Sorry for the english, I'm italian.)
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